Thursday, October 8, 2020

My Reflection – Teacher and yet again back to Beginning



The New Year heralded with the resolutions to end the year happily, if not, for it to end successfully. A jolt of nervousness shivered through my spine as to how I will brace myself for my research data collection. Being a novice researcher, a jerk of uneasy feelings kept preying on my mind as to how I would manage to have all my work done amidst other works. All eyes and ears were in its normalcy that the news of Covid-19 would not steal into a country like ours where peace and happiness take precedence. The greatest of moments, if I have to cherish in my life than ever, was when I had to gear up everything for the first ever admission of my son Rigzang in Samtse School. Everyone regards school life as a golden life, indeed a perfect temple of learning for the beginners. For the good beginning and endeavour of our son’s educational voyage, we visited one of the nearby lhakhangs to offer our sincerest prayers. The course of action began from next day onwards; Samtse Lower Secondary School welcomed all the new comers with Tashi khadhar. The Bhutanese believe that offering of Khaders reassures clarity of mind and human bonds. Of course, we did feast on tea and snacks afterwards. Well, to mention, Mrs. Choki Wangmo was his class teacher who was as tall as she may seem, to let all the students she teaches reach the same height as she attains.

Days passed and the hope to reach my son at school was my first order of the day. Pema and Nima were his best friends. In the school, usual course of activities unfurled. What an over spilling excitement my heart had to feel when I see the students attending morning assembly every morning, singing national anthem and praying to seek wisdom. How nostalgic was I to witness the morning assembly as a father that traced me back to days I attended morning assembly. Times and few weeks worn with wings, flew effortlessly, with hubbub taking sometime time for me to settle. I almost forgot my duty as a student to knit the fabric of task I was assigned, that was to head towards few schools under Samtse Dzongkhag for Data collection. The sensitisation and advocacy program in all the schools on the spread of Corona Virus began sometime during the settled hours of mid of March. The principal, teachers on duty and even I came across one Health staff delivering speech on covid-19 in one of the assemblies. The Ministry of Health and Education was on time to air and sensitize every citizen about the pandemic although that time the tittle-tattle on covid-19 was on the rise and people least bothered about it.

The sheer excitement over my elder son’s enrolment in school paled into insignificance a bit as I strained with my own share of task to complete. And the fear of whether or not to I would be gather rich data for my research concerned me rhythmically, the moment research presided over my mind. However, overwhelmed by an immense joy, I started my journey for data collection, yet deep within me a tinge of awkwardness kept chilling as I have to soon intermingle with different people. After two weeks of data collection, as scheduled, I reached home safely. It was a success story for me as I could complete the data collection task on time. The next thing that bothered me the most was when the news about the closure of schools and institutions buzzed like bees across the corridors of the nation. During that moment, a mere notion that preoccupied the minds of the teachers and students was that the closing schools would be provisional. The students seemed confused and perplexed. What is next? The mixed feelings over closure of schools and institutions were my concern, how I will cope with the modules work plan and how students and teacher will swing along with.

The Bhutanese way of expressing a little bit of a frustration and fear started to gnaw deep within hearts when the first instance of the tourist who visited Bhutan was identified with positive case. Each day, as the Covid cases started to leapfrog and take heavy tolls on lives in the world, it gripped the attention of millions and the cases became the uncompromising subject of concern. Bhutan, despite her best crackdowns, the news of ravages of pandemic cases that trespassed our frontier and caught the lives of few Bhutanese, dashed the hopes of our nation. As one might expect, it was a heavy cross for our Majesty to bear and a great mills of burden for our government to go through. In the throes of pandemic, the wellbeing of every single Bhutanese was what our Majesty and the government took in hands and placed above all. As major preventive means, many community centres such as schools, colleges and business centres were closed and locked down. In the centre like schools, the classes were navigated through e-learning process and being aired on the BBS, though in some way at its slowest pace, only to experience and get stranded with poor network connectivity. So frantic and stimulating are the ways, especially, when one has to learn as a student and to teach as a parent to your son.

The heavy package of module started surging in thus constricting the schedule of the life day by day. If it has not been for better internet connectivity and the significant roles of parents at this crucial hour, the online learning and e-learning may not have been as wonderful opportunity as expected. Perhaps, I shouldn’t have considered learning myself as per the demand of the 21st century teaching and learning. For instance, VLE (Virtual Learning Environment) was what I as a college student aspires to implement and put into force in the institution like colleges. In the course of my 10 years teaching, the powerpoint slide share was the only ICT tool used in teaching students as means to give a nudge to traditionally teacher-fronted and deductive method of teaching. Indeed a bit of pedagogic transformation in teaching-learning process.  What is Padlet? Big Blue Button? Zoom? Webinar? And many more to name. Even to do a bit of techno-related vocation like of inserting voice on my Google slide, I find it as a heck of work as it takes quite a time to brace myself for it.  For some eyes that see me for the first time may pass me for a kind of old-fashioned teacher who is reluctant to shy away from the orthodox pedagogy and needed a break from teaching. Polls everywhere frustrated me, expecting endless task from lecturers. Frustrations knew no bounds yet I empathised myself, sometimes calling question into myself whether i am doing the assigned tasks under coercion or out of compliance.

The very thought of my friends, the likes of me who might be struggling across the treacherous sea and throwing fits over his technical immaturity, made me chuckle and mumble to myself that at-least there would be handfuls of other jack of all trades. The nation-wide PD program on Transformative Pedagogy tailor-made towards transforming teachers and up-scaling the quality of education is seen not as effectual as learning under the compulsion of covid-19 situation to fine-tune ourselves with 21st century pedagogical skills and ICT incorporation. Though I feel I am not to the extent of being doomed, yet the Covid-19 really tested my stand- my knowledge and skills in appropriateness of a teacher to teach the 21st century students.

Amidst the hustle and bustle of corona tension, some even cautioned me to stock rations and other essential items to economize on for few months after which I thought I will make my way to village, should there be any need.

There are chances that the Covid-19 situation may lead to a community transmission if apposite preventive measures are not taken. Always, discretion shall be prioritized than the valour. However, as a Bhutanese citizen, one must be strong-minded and live by the optimistic expectations. Even the whole world knows how indefatigably our Majesty’s had been working, deprived of proper sleep and precious time with royals, to battle against this pandemic that plagued the entire world. The every single deed of our Majesty and the concerted efforts of Government in striving to safeguard our nation against Covid-19 must be borne in the minds of every Bhutanese. Now, with staggeringly increasing numbers of Covid in our neighbourhood, and scores of volunteers taking lives in hands to protect our citizens, it is a crucial time as well for all of us to be on the forefront and be the part of all. As I remain myself immersed in praying and worrying about the present scenario of covid-19, let me ask you one question. Do you think we can grapple with the situation incase the community transmission lapsed into a reality? Here, what calls for everyone is to embrace the grit and union to fight Covid-19 and fulfil the visions of His Majesty. As a Bhutanese nation, we are one for all and all for one. Concerted efforts do not go waste, it demands lots of time and gets paid off sooner or later. That’s simple- Let us Stay home and comply with the dos and don’ts of Covid-19. Graces and blessings are inevitable, therefore let’s pray to Triple Gems.

Samtse College of Education - The Womb for Great Souls.

                     Pic Source: FB

Distantly persisted, least bothered if you dare,

Never did we expect to be in thy womb,

If a fabric of love is to interweave

It might call for industrious hands to toil

Time and means are what come into question?

 

The hustle and bustle of life,

A jolt of fear that reined firm in us,

She did close it half-heartedly,

Through the twists of ways she steered us

To the place where we all have begun

 

Scarcely did eyes see she sobbed her heart out

Though vessels are not even half filled,

Yet one can’t imagine the pangs deep in her

The year still has journey to embark on

 To groom and mould her children of love

 

Alas! She let out cries and strained nerves,

In quest for wisdom that she has to bequeath

Stood the test of time that marched by

For souls, the denizens of her great womb

To cradle and prepare all on all fours-learning

  

 Amongst God and Goddesses she lives,

The fount where she gained wisdom from,

The mount where she garnered forte from,

Against all odds, she did brave the weather

For her children to bring to the fore

 

Perplexed, she calls her children,

Those drowned in the marine of uncertainty

But through the fabric of wisdom she is woven,

 Dispelled all those clouded the clearness of wits

Behind her fervent calls and wishes

The God comes and attends her heart’s demands

 

Oh! Almighty God, have mercy on us

With utmost fondness, we stand at your feet

                                       As Pandemic swells, thy shall hold us at bay

 Never shall such woes bar her will of ways

To let she suckle and enthuse us the ray of hope

Thus, she shall forever be the bastion of our life.

Tuesday, October 6, 2020

Another Happiness


You are not alone. You are born bestowed with human life thats very fortunate and considered rarest of all the chances. Life goes on. Having parents and relatives with you and surrounded by your family makes it lift your moments. The networks of connections you stay connected with your loved ones, if one could ever imagine would be, the karmic connection that existed previously. What makes you feel good is when you live your life and make the most out of it-counting moments of togetherness. The journey of our life and yet the moments of those days we spent together with our loved ones are the happiness I count on. Stay connected with your loved ones and that is another happiness in a nutshell.

Happiness-Its already there.


 I was longing for happiness all throughout my life. The more I think about the life, as it may seem that the life we live aren't meant for we human to live least bothered. It's now or we will never live again.There is happiness within us. Money ain't the happiness you and i derive, nor the pride and ego derived from wealth. The way you live your life simply as it is with contentment is what is called happiness. As simple as that. Eat what you have and follow universal law to love all including yourself.you will find happiness in you coz it's already there within you. You need not have to do Soul searching. It is transparent enough to see in itself. Love your life and above all tell to yourself you are happy and that's it.Happiness is there.

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